Jeremy lin...probably a household name now...what a performance against LA Lakers...i have got nothing more to comment...u make kobe bryant eat his words...such arrogance and defiance...The next rising star after Yao Ming, though not quite there yet, but definitely generating enuff hype..watching the match on computer just makes me feel so lousy....how i wished i was there at madison square garden! i was there outside across the street at the post office admiring it 2 years ago! How time flies! the juxtaposition of these images and zhang xue you's 回头太难 simply stirs up feelings!

perhaps i can now feel for myself the "american dream"?? it was the strangest i heard since then, as i could not relate to it in anyway back then.... isn't that for those immigrants back then who wanted proseprity and success? that was covered during lecture by prof carstensen...there's a second part to that...the dream is nothing but also the pursuit of happiness and freedom...liberty...

it is an indescribable feeling...i never felt this back then, it was only after coming back here....that i felt so strongly....it makes me so happy and depressed at the same time...the american dream, more than just a dream, it holds a lifetime of memories and aspirations...

i went there when i was at the lowest ebb, but with the greatest hopes....it was the reverse when i was back here...as the cliched "if only i could turn time back", but then if that were possible causality collapse, and it is hard to imagine what happens...this is prolly wat keeps ppl going forward...the future is so alluring, as was the past was so intoxicating...the future beckons as the past drives us....

it is just like wat ppl always say, you will only feel it only when it is lost...but at the same time, trying not to let it hold me back, but a driving force forward, hoping that one day, those fond memories would one day be re-lived. That is all i ask for.

有时候...
天不作美
付出不等于回报
再周详的计划也会出错

almost a month since i last blogged....time really flies...so busy lately...well yea, chinese lunar new year is in a few days time....oh well...

人无千日好花无百日红。

it is so hard...expected to do something that i m not expected to do...